Will be on the plane to Taiwan in approximately 33 hours' time!
So excited and also stressful!
First time travelling alone without any adult! Well not technically the first time but still!
And the MH370 incident are making me afraid.
So I asked my mum to cook me all my favourite food just in case bad happens... *touchwood*
Okay going to temple to pray now, bye!

&& wow the last post for 2013 is totally a repeat for 2014.
So yeah fuck me for having this thought that they will change.
Fuck me for having hope.
Fuck me for being alive.
Fuck fuck fuck

It has being literally one whole year since I last blogged!

And so, I've unofficially graduated from my poly life! Weehoo
And now I will need to face the adult world, fml.
It's too fast & idk what to do.

And I just accidentally chanced upon one of my good friend's post and it was saying about me.
Haiz god know how I feel.
Did I really make her feel that way? I didn't know such small gesture will make her feel this way.
To me, emotions are cute and it sort of express how I feel.
Lol didn't know it will stupid to her.
Next time I will just be careful when chatting then..

Okay bye.

Taiwan in 20 days. Can't wait.

Suddenly got reminded by my birthday.
This year's birthday was a special one as I had received many birthday cards :')
Sometimes it's not about the present but the effort you spend to make the card.
But quite disappointed that some of my close friends didn't do anything. :/
Not trying to be annoying but even for the past few years, there wasn't any celebration or cards given by them.... which was quite sad.
I had seen them making cards and surprises for their other friends and I somehow thought maybe this year I will receive one too this year. But oh well, it's just my wishful thinking.
Whatever. This is probably why I don't like attending gatherings with them.
They don't even realized that sometimes my tweets are saying them.
They thought it was my other groups of friends so well.
What more can I say?

3 months since I last blogged.
Year 2 officially ended for me last Wednesday.
Will be going for my internship at People Association on next Monday.
Wonder what am I supposed to do over there.
I hope it won't be too far and hard for me...

I don't know why I am feeling like this again.
Drifted and alone.
Seeing twitter & Instagram definitely makes me feel even sadder.
I am trying not to tweet or whatapps everyone.
Maybe the 6 months internship can help train me....?
Who knows.